Seems like I haven't written in forever. I typically write when something is getting on my last nerve, a pop culture thinger has caught my eye, or when I feel like my world is spinning out of control. This weekend has been of the latter variety. I guess I haven't written anything since I started dating Jon.
You ever feel like screaming so loud that your lungs blow up? I've been feeling that way since last night. Today just dumped on a double dose. I really feel stuck. How is it that I could still be "broken" after doing everything in my power to fix the problem? I wish I knew exactly what the answer to this equation is. So far, everything has only been leading to tears. I really hate crying, but every situation I'm in seems to lead to a dead in. I've tried praying about this, but it seems like not even prayer will soothe me. I don't even feel like finishing this...
- My name is Sathiyyah, but ppl call me Tai or Tiyyah. I like to think of myself as a fine young lady and a scholar. I'm almost a 23 year-old SENIOR (woo hoo). I am a Communications Media major with a concentration in Public Relations. I would like to one day become an ad copywriter with a gig making super bowl commercials. I am originally from Harlem, but I now stay in Maryland. I can be a bit shy sometimes, but lately ppl think I'm outgoing. I love meeting new ppl and learning about different places and cultures. I'm a girl who is into learning....big time. I enjoy chilling with friends, dining out, amusement parks, museums, musicals, music as a whole (motown is the best!) I love the Temptations and The Jackson 5. I am open to meeting new ppl. I dislike irresponsible adults, disorganization in the workplace, conformity, drugs and anything that does not edify the name of Christ. I am in no way perfect, just flesh and blood trying to be for Christ.